luni, 10 august 2009

A vreau si a tot Primi !

Cateodata dak iti vrei ceva si primesti te bucuri , daaar dak iti doresti ceva si primesti in continu acel lucru nu crezi k ajungi sa nu iti mai placa .. ? Uite asa am patit eu , am vrut ceva si am primit in Abundentza , acum nu mai stiu dak sa mai vreau sau nu , defapt nu prea stiu nimik , nu stiu dak mai vreau, nu stiu CE VREAU , nu STIU NIMIK , nu pot sa iau o decizie .

Ce sa fak ? nu pot sa fak nimik decat sa ASTEPT .

Asa ca astept

[ Loading the route to Happyness ]

miercuri, 6 mai 2009

Leapsa... The Greatest EVER

Trebuie sa bolduitzi sau coloratzi din lunga lista,faptele ce-am infaptuit.
Let's get sarted!
Have you ever...

01) Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02) Swam with wild dolphins
03) Climbed a mountain.
04) Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05) Been inside the Great Pyramid
06) Held a tarantula.
07) Taken a candlelight bath with someone.
08) Said ‘I love you’ and meant it
09) Hugged a tree.
10) Done a striptease
11) Bungee jumped
12) Visited Paris
13) Watched a lightning storm at sea
14) Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise
15) Seen the Northern Lights -> AT TV
16) Gone to a huge sports game
17) Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa.
18) Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19) Touched an iceberg
20) Slept under the stars.
21) Changed a baby’s diaper.
22) Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23) Watched a meteor shower
24) Gotten drunk on champagne
25) Given more than you can afford to charity
26) Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27) Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28) Had a food fight
29) Bet on a winning horse
30) Taken a sick day when you’re not ill.
31) Asked out a stranger
32) Had a snowball fight
33) Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34) Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35) Held a lamb.
36) Enacted a favorite fantasy.
37) Taken a midnight skinny dip
38) Taken an ice cold bath
39) Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40) Seen a total eclipse
41) Ridden a roller coaster
42) Hit a home run
43) Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44) Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45) Adopted an accent for an entire day
46) Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47) Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48) Had two hard drives for your computer
49) Visited all 50 states of USA
50) Loved your job for all accounts
51) Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52) Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53) Had amazing friends (lStill have,and always will)
54) Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55) Watched wild whales
56) Stolen a sign

57) Backpacked in Europe
58) Taken a road-trip
59) Rock climbing
60) Lied to foreign government’s official in that country to avoid notice
61) Midnight walk on the beach
62) Sky diving
63) Visited Ireland
64) Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65) In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them
66) Visited Japan
67) Benchpressed your own weight
68) Milked a cow
69) Alphabetized your records
70) Pretended to be a superhero
71) Sung karaoke
72) Lounged around in bed all day
73) Posed nude in front of strangers
74) Scuba diving
75) Got it on to “Let’s Get It On” by Marvin Gaye
76) Kissed in the rain
77) Played in the mud
78) Played in the rain
79) Gone to a drive-in theater
80) Done something you should regret, but don’t regret it
81) Visited the Great Wall of China
82) Discovered that someone who’s not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83) Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84) Started a business
85) Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86) Toured ancient sites
87) Taken a martial arts class
88) Sword fought for the honor of a woman
89) Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90) Gotten engaged
91) Been in a movie
92) Crashed a party
93) Loved someone you shouldn’t have
94) Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95) Gotten married
96) Had sex at the office
97) Gone without food for 5 days
98) Made cookies from scratch
99) Won first prize in a costume contest
100) Ridden a gondola in Venice
101) Gotten a tattoo
102) Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103) Gotten divorced
104) Been on television news programs as an “expert”
105) Got flowers for no reason
106) Masturbated in a public place
107) Got so drunk you don’t remember anything
108) Taken illegal drugs
109) Performed on stage
110) Been to Las Vegas
111) Recorded music
112) Eaten shark
113) Had a one-night stand
114) Gone to Thailand
115) Seen Siouxsie live
116) Bought a house
117) Been in a combat zone
118) Buried one/both of your parents
119) Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off
120) Been on a cruise ship
121) Spoken more than one language fluently
122) Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123) Bounced a check
124) Performed in Rocky Horror
125) Read - and understood - your credit report
126) Raised children.
127) Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy.
128) Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129) Created and named your own constellation of stars
130) Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131) Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132) Called or written your Congress person
133) Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134) …more than once? - More than twice?
135) Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136) Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking
137) Had an abortion or your female partner did
138) Had plastic surgery
139) Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
140) Wrote articles for a large publication
141) Lost over 100 pounds
142) Held someone while they were having a flashback
143) Piloted an airplane
144) Petted a stingray
145) Broken someone’s heart
146) Helped an animal give birth
147) Been fired or laid off a job
148) Won money on a T.V. game show
149) Broken a bone (- well,kind of)
150) Killed a human being
151) Gone on an African photo safari
152) Ridden a motorcycle
153) Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph
154) Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155) Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156) Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157) Ridden a horse
158) Had major surgery
159) Had sex on a moving train
160) Had a snake as a pet
161) Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162) Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163) Slept for more than 30 hours
164) Visited lots of foreign countries
165) Visited all 7 continents
166) Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167) Eaten kangaroo meat
168) Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169) Been a sperm or egg donor
170) Eaten sushi
171) Had your picture in the newspaper
172) Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173) Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about
174) Gotten someone fired for their actions
175) Gone back to school
176) Parasailed
177) Changed your name
178) Petted a cockroach
179) Eaten fried green tomatoes.
180) Read The Iliad
181) Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read
182) Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183) …and gotten 86′ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184) Taught yourself an art from scratch
185) Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186) Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187) Skipped all your school reunions
188) Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189) Been elected to public office
190) Written your own computer language
191) Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
192) Had to put someone you love into hospice care (Actually someone who loved me)
193) Built your own PC from parts
194) Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
195) Had a booth at a street fair
196) Dyed your hair
197) Been a DJ
198) Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199) Written your own role playing game
200) Been arrested. ?

Astept comment celor care se baga la aceasta Leapsa Incredibilaaaa ! Mda mi-a placut MULT DE TOT ! Se pare k am facut o gramada ... dar ink mai am multe de Facut !

LIFE IS SHORT SO LIVE IT AT MAXIMUM POWER !!!

marți, 24 martie 2009

MORT :X

hmm... trece timpu . mai ushor decat merge Melcu .... aud totul rpd ..melodiile.. imi trec printr-o ureche si imi ies prin alta.. vinul ( o sticla jumatate care are 1.5 L ma asteapta ) ma simpt greu . ma tot gandesc la ziua e maine care defapt este Azi ........... : ! Loomea invidioara.. eu sunt MORT de Beat.. MORT DE HIGH .. si etc... nush ce sa intampla. in spatele meu in alta camera . uni se fut.. eu o ard cu Kent Lung ..si vin .. Singur.. sunt Mort de Plictisit.. Sunt Mort De Oboseala.. dar NU VREA SA MOR si nici sa DORM ............. :

Lasaaaaaaa sa curgaaaaa . sticla sa planga. arunk Zaruuuuuuuu..
Decat sa ma Minta Altzi .. mai bine Paharul ;))

miercuri, 25 februarie 2009

Experienta de o Noapte

Buna Dimineatza,

Probabil nu o sa cititi aacest blog , sau probabil o sa cititi putin si o sa sariti peste, dar NEVER MIND , din moment ce eu scriu acest blog special pt mine ,si ca eu sa stiu in ce cerc ma invart ( probabil ca o sa deviez de la SUBIECT ) but never mind .

Este seara ...........
Este seara si ies afara sa ma intalnesc cu un prieten sa imi dea niste bani , mi-am lasat telefonu semn,ies afara,ma intalnesc,iau bani , plec,iau tigari , pierd o parte dn bani la aparate si o alta parte imi platesc datoria ... bun ceva banal pana acum , dar trebuie sa scriu sa putem ajunge la Partea Incitanta a Povesti .

Stau prin oras , nu pot sa spun locatia exacta , cert este ca ma intalnesc cu un prieten si plec cu el , la o seara de Barbut ! nimik special .... am mai fost , dar acolo incepe sa se Ruleze anumite Jointuri , pe care binenteles ca nu am putut sa refuz , dupa un timp stateam si ma gandeam CE DRAQ CAUT EU ACOLO si UNDE DRAQ SUNT EXACT , nu radeam .nu nu ... nu era de ras ,erap Tripat Super NASPA ! SUPER !

Eram Tripat GEN , doamneee numai tigani ... ala injura, bani se aruna pe jos si eu ERAM 0-Barat in buzunar ,poste de 5 milioane, care la o invartitura de zar se pierdeau , barfe, datorii , jeg, o podea din lemn, o lumina confuza , multzi oameni MARI , si eu eram acolo pe tripul meu si nu mai vroiam nici macar o secunda ANTRAJ GEN sau nu stiu .

Am plecat ( bine k am plecat.. hai sa mancam ... numai mancarea imi statea in cap ) plecam si zic .... hai mai frate sa mancam , de unde .. ? =)) ! pas mancare, ( UNDE TE LAS ? ) aa lasa-ma la net ...

Nu stiu !!! , nu ....... NU STIU daca ma intelegetzi si nici nu vreau sa ma intelegetzi , dar cine ma Intelege . ma crede k a FOST CEVA FOARTEEEEEEEEEEEEEE NASPA ! FOARTEEE !~!

Ideea Concreta ( acest post este scris pt mine , pt propriile mele amintiri ) No Offence PLS !

marți, 24 februarie 2009

Amintiri .......

Ma tot gandesc . .de cateva zile la Vara Trecuta sau Last Summer , si acum realizez cand stau singur . .ca a fost SUPER ! THE BEST SUMMER EVER ! a fost frumos . o monotonie de neuitat. .se stiia clar ne urcam in Masina, mergem vedem , mirosim , fumam plecam . ne intoarcem cu 20 la ora si sunte HYYYYYYYY ! nu realizam ca altzi nici nu sunt cu Gandul unde suntem noi in Realitate ! vedem drumul ca si cum am fi prin New York , ascultam Regge , ne intoarcem , rulam ce nea ramas , radem pana ne sar capaceleeee adormim , ne trezim , plecam ,mancam si iar ne urcam in masina. Am realizat ca trebuie sa multumim ( se stiu ei cei despre care vb eu aici ) trebuie sa multumim printr-un blog sau nu stiu ceva prietenilor nostri de la (MAGU)

A fost frumos va zic, am avut si alte monotii frumoase gen multe ieri in urma cand jucam Wist adik doar jocuri de 8 toata iarna , fumam Pall-Mall si radeam pana venea mama si zicea " NU VATZI CULCAT MAH ? " se stiia . acelas lucru mereu dar ce sa zic e MAMA LOV HERE 4 EVER !

O SEARA EU SI ALTZI : net, rasete, palme , barbut ,tigari , bani - pierduti , castigati -

O SEARA PE DRUM : masina, muzica , rasete, fumuri alese , raste, muzica chill , rasete , fumuri alese , rasete, coca cola , somn , intarziere la Munca adik la sala :D

O SEARA NOI 3 : intalnire, calculare bani , cumparaturi , retragerea intr-un loc tacut , wist, rent , rasete, micioare imputite, spalari pe picioara , rasete , INGHESUIALA , SOMN DE VOIE ! trezirea la maxim 9 ! dai drumu aks :D

O SEARA EU CU DEK : Ganduri numai la combinatzi care niciodata nu ies, fumuri.alese , bani facutiz ( foarte putin ) apoi cheltuiti pe mancare , rasete, caterink pe mess, muzika, somn de voie pe la sala :D ! apoi aks somn de voie IAR ! :D

O SEARA EU SI DOAR EU : Ganduri , regrete, tristete ,suparare , ganduri , planuri , mancare, MOVIE , MOVIE , MOVIE ! SOMN !

Cam asta ar fi ! ( multumiri prin acest post catre : Ada -> m-ai inspirat , Bosny -> Stii tu de ce , Iry -> Pt ca ne-ai dat un adapost , dek -> in rasa mati mereu ma faci sa rad sau ne faci :D )

cam asta a fost ( se termina longu ! ) =))

Live Blogging from the Internet Cafe

Bine inteles , k aci nu ai nici o treaba cu inceputul . Dreapta un perete mare alb care acum duce spre mov de la fum , jeg etc ... dreapta un Amic care este de serviciu si se Joaca DOTA , spate tot amic care joaca Dota, defapt toata sala joaca Doata, un domn in fata mea defapt in spatele monitorului un om cu parul pana la umeri , un par nespalat la care daca ma gandesc mai bine imi provoaca scarba , in spatele meu dar mai in drepta un bagator in seamam .. un pupincurist pe care nush ce sa fac sa il suport sa nu , sa il neglijez sau sa il accept si sa fiu ridicat in slavi pt k el face asta cu toata loomea .... il lasam in asteptare, tot in spatele meu dar mai in drapta un prieten nush asa il consider eu Prieten , bait bun , sincer si direct ! REPECT ...... in fata pahar de cola, pe cap o seapca pe care o cam port decat o zi si atunci putin timp ,in cap muzica si multe idee de bloguri , tigari , chistoace , 2 se joaca Fifa, Plictisieala , Plictiseal , gandul imi zboara la ea, ma tot gandesc , nici o data nu vom putea fi impreuna . nici macar 1 zi , dar noi vb , povestim , nu stiu dc . cum dar mereu se intampla ,ma tot gandesc la EA .... ascult Bitza si cum zice si el . MA INGROP IN CEVA SI AM UITAT SCOPUL ! dap . .cam asta a fost Live Bloggin from Za Net ! nush dak a avut rost sau a meritat sa scriu asta ! dar macar am facut si eu . Live Bloggin sa fiu in Rand cu " LoomEA"

V-am puupat !

miercuri, 11 februarie 2009

Nu Stiu ce se Intampla ! HELP



Acum stiu..... CUM SA INCEP !
Am realizat defapt ca inceputul este cel mai simplu !!!

Nu stiu ce se intampla, parca mi-e rau , park sunt ametzit,park ametzesc cand ma gandesc .

De cateva zile . nu stiu ce se intampla , sunt ametzit, recalcitrant ,nervos.

Cred ca sunt indragostit ,sau imi place mult de cineva, dar nu prea pot sa cred .

Imi place mult Melodia ANA ,ce nume simplu ! CORECT ! dar nu cred ca mai imi place, defapt nu stiu . in starea in care sunt acum ,parc nu il mai suport ,numele asta care semnifica ceva Mic si indiferent , numele asta care ,nu iti da siguranta . Avem NEVOIE DE UN ALT NUME SA NE PLACA !!!

Avem nevoie de un nume ceva mai mare, ceva sa iti inspire incredere .
Acesc blog pe care il postez acum este defapt o intrebare si o CERERE !

AVEM NEVOIE DE UN NOU NUME SA NE PLACA !
Astept raspunsuri la cele 2 intrebari ale mele .

NUMELE MEU IL VETZI AFLA PESTE O SAPTAMANA !
VREAU CA ACEAST DECIZIE A MEA SA NU MAI FIE SCHIMBATA ! NUMELE PE CARE IL VOI ALEGE NU SE VA MAI SCHIMBA !

Acum ma gandeam oare chiar asa o fi ? sa fiu eu chiar asa nebun ? sa fiu indragostit de o fata pe care nu am vazut-o niciodata ? Oare regizori aia care au creat filmele alea nebune cu Dragoste , sa se fi inspirat dupa fapte reale ! ?

Nu stiu , dar nu stiu ce se intampla, oricum din partea ei ,vad doar Emptiness !!

SUNT IN DUBIU !